All I want for Christmas...

I want peace... Peace in my soul and peace of mind for my children.
I want to feel the joy of looking forward to the future instead of dwelling in the past
I want to be able to ease the burdens of those people I love
I want to be able to have true and unconditional love from someone who is special to me.
I want to be able to have a deeper understanding of my place in this world
I want to develop a unshakeable faith in the goodness of people
I want to make a difference in the life of someone.
I want the aches and pains of my parents to be relieved from time to time
I want less heartache and more closure
I want to be wanted for myself...not just for what I can do for or give to someone

I want to know what the Lord truly wants me to do with the rest of my mortal trial....