Thursday, December 11, 2008

Struggling...

Although I have kept myself busy with a purpose or task to accomplish everyday, since around Thanksgiving I have found myself struggling privately with depression. Although intellectually I can understand the reasons for my depression, but I cannot seem to shake it off. I am trying all sorts of things, but none seem to be working at the moment. Maybe tomorrow will be different.......

4 comments:

Nancy Seaman said...

Hang in there. The holidays are always tough when you aren't feeling particularly joyful. I usually just give into the wallowing feeling for awhile. Then I dance madly around the house to Gloria Gaynor's rendition of "I will Survive" People tell me I might want ot consider therapy.

Susan said...

Intellectually, I know this too shall pass, but it has been a really long time since I have felt this down and lethargic. I just am really lonely for my sweetheart....

Carol said...

Hey, hey, hey...let's not be doing any serious backsliding. You are doing so great, but I do understand how you feel. Just find someone that needs your help and is worse off than you think you are. This too shall pass.

I'm so proud of you and how you've gained a softness and serenity to you in the past few weeks. Hang in there!!!

Corey and Nikki Preston said...

You are an inspiration to to so many of us. Just remember how much you were and are appreciated for your work on the wall. You're even getting awards for your work. Never underestimate your value and worth. Find something that you can really through yourself into for the next couple of weeks. Until school starts and can i make a suggestion during Christmas break record Grandaddy telling his story. That is something that I wish I could do but don't have the opporunity